1st day as clinical year student

alhamdulillah..setelah serabut-serabut pasal new time table utk GIT rotation semalam, hari ini much better walaupun firstly terpaksa tggu consultant utk ward round almost 1 hour.

saya baru faham macam mana rasanya kene spend almost a whole day kat hospital.huhu..
tunggu doktor, cari patient, amek history, buat examination, tgk endoscopy. alhamdulillah everything went well. is just that i really need to improve myself a lot more especially to take the history of the patient. need more practice pleaseee!

tapikan..kelakar sangat rasa biler tgk sume kawan-kawan kita yg dulu comot2 sekarang dress up formally.hehe..sume kejar2 kat hospital cari patient. gaya kitorg 3rd med nih, kalah final med. bz memanjang. cewahh..al maklumlah 1st week semangat tengah berkobar- kobar lagi nih. sume bende nak pegi.

jadual hidup sekrang bermula pkul 7.30pg paling awal. bayangkanlah winter2 nih, subuh pun x abes lg tapi kene jalan kedek2 dalam kesejukan pagi pegi hospital. matahari pun x kuar lg. pastu, pukul 6ptg br dapat balik (esp sape2 yg mmg rajin laa..hehe). pkul 6ptg tuh dah gelap dah matahari dah masuk balik pun. kirenya x jumpa matahri punnn..huhu. paling teruk, boleh samapi luper nak makannn..lol. mmg boleh kurus nih :D ... semoga Allah sentiasa memberkati masa kami.

apapun, saya sangat suka clinical year compare to lecture je evryday. hopefully this is a good start for me in this new year and may Allah always be with me in everything i do.

p/s : alhamdulillah, satu bende yg paling bg pengajaran kat saya bile tiap2 hari jumoe orang sakit nih, awak akan sentiasa muhasabah diri dan akan ingt yang hidup ini adalah pinjaman Allah semata-mata. INGAT 5 PERKARA SEBELUM 5 PERKARA =). semoag kita semua ditempatkan dikalangan orang beriman. insyaAllah. salammm. nak g belek buku cket2. jumpe lg.

it is all because of His blessing...

i wake up this morning and just realize how thankful i am for every single breath that Allah gives me. since me struggling with my final exam this semester, my only focus was books and medic stuffs for at least the past 3 months. and that's it. (well..no doubt..there were still few more things actually besides medic!! =P..) i just cant believe i survived this tremendous hardest semester ever so far. it was just too much to do and without Allah's blessing and help, i seriously dont think i can make it till today. in fact, being a 3rd year medical student, i can tell u it is all really because His blessing or rahmat, not actually from my effort though how much i study becoz medic is so unpredictable. i still remember one of my fren did tell me - if u achieved sumthing, it is actually only 1% of your effort, the rest of 99% is come from Allah's blessing and help- and it is soooooo true for me. u need Allah in whatever condition because that is what we called 'fitrah'.

and now, after i finished my last paper yesterday, i was so excited and grateful. we went for 'makan-makan', walking along christmas market and spend our night laughing and chatting bout our winter trip, plan for our next holiday and the list just go on and on. provided, it was a perfect night, to celebrate the so called 'freedom' as exam over, with snowww which is just enough to make u think Allah is the greatest. it was so beautiful and very soothing by just looking at it. i just love snow soo much :).

but, the happiness just end there after i received a heart breaking news from my junior saying that Mas afzal had just passsed away after admitted to the icu. me personally, i didnt knoe him as a person as well. i just met him once last summer at one of the summer camp that i attend. he is 26 year old doctor who suffered from Hodgkin lymphoma ( a type of cancer) since december 2008. by looking at him, u will knoe this man is really strong, fighting and struggling for the disease that he has yet, still able to finished his study and motivate others. i wish i'll be as strong as him. but now, that he had gone, it really make me think how close we are to death. it can be today, tomorrow or anytime. Ya Allah, are we ready to face it when the time is finally come?? let 'muhasabah' our own self. may Allah grant us his blessing and good health to do da'wah and good things in this world. to Mas Afzal, may he rest in peace and be in 'syurga' with all the good men.

for this 2 weeks winter break, i hope i can use my time wisely and do a preparation for the next step as medical student as well as prepare my self to become a good muslimah insyaAllah :). i shud pen off now. till we meet again. happy holiday. take a good care of yourself ok. may Allah protect us always. salam =)


p/s : i just finished my 2 and half year of medic school.tq Allah.. 2 and half year more to go. hopefully everything will go smoothly and i pass my exam. pray for me. *luv n hugssss*

3rd year medicine (^_^)

assalamualaikum kawan-kawan ;)

selamat hari rayaaaaaa n maaf zahir batin eh kalao ade salah dan silap, penah buat awak semua terasa ke kan. mulut kadang2 xde insuran sikit.hehe..macam mana raya korang??mesti best sgt dapat raya dgn famili kat mesiakan. i wish i could do the same thing..huhu. kpd kawan2 yg senasib dgn saya, jangan sedih2..kita kan kuat!!! my hari raya here in galway was ok. hehe. nasib baik hari raya tuh ade klas petang je, dapat la g solat raya.

pejam celik, dah 3 minggu lebih saya kat galway. bz jugak rupanya 3rd year nih. cuakkkk! biasalah, lagi bnyk yg kene tahu dan kene belajar. dah x boleh main2 dah sbb berapa tahun je lagi dah nak jadi doktor kan. pray for me pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! ;). sekarang ni basically kitorg belajar pasal pathology of brain, git dan adik beradik die lah. course 'core clinical skill' paling mencabar sbb dah start ala2 clinical year. masuk hospital jumpa patient, practise physical examination dn bnyk lagi lain2 yg boleh tahan menarik.hehe

saya harap, Allah akan mempermudah kan segala urusan saya dan kawan2 untuk tahun ketiga perubatan ini. semoga kami akan berjaya menjadi doktor yg beriman dan dapat membantu orang lain yg memerlukan.ameen.

p/s : saya nak jadi doktor yg sentiasa konfiden dan disayangi ramai..cewahh. ok.byee..doakan ok. luv all. nak g baca buku patho ;P

tok bok kate pergi, galway kate marii (*_*)

assalamualaikum ;)

ishhhh! lagi 3 hari je tinggal cuti summer setelah bercuti dari pertengahan mei dulu2. rasa dah lama cuti tapi biler dah tinggal beberapaha hari je lagi nih, rasa cepat pulak masa berlalu. tapi, mcm mana pun hidup mesti diteruskan, adat menjadi pelajar kene bersusah-susah dulu baru boleh bersenang-senangkan (mcm x berapa senang jugak jer even dah abes belajar sbb org kate jadi doktor sibuk ;P ). teringat pesanan cikgu yang kite belajar ni kire jihad kecil jugak. insyaAllah kalo semua yang kite buat diniatkan kerana Allah, Allah akan sentiasa bersama kita dalam kesusahan dan kesenangan sepanjang hidup kita.

flight saye ke dublin hari sabtu ni pkul 9.30 malam from klia. tapi petang tu saya akan amek MAS from kb ke kl. umi n abah x dapat hantar ke kl this year. tapi saya pun x kesah sbb x nak jugak menyusahkan diorang tambah2 bulan puase nih...ermm kelakar betul tau, nak tggu hari sabtu ni kan rasa macam tunggu orang nak masuk meminang. die punya berdebarr tuh..hahah..bayangkan lah, tido x lena, makan x lalu, pastu macam-macam perasaan ade. kadang-kadang excited tapi sayu pun ade jugak.hehe..

alhamdulillah, biler muhasabah balik apa yang saya dah lakukan summer ni..saya rasa banyak bende baru yang saya pelajari terutamanya dari lawatan-lawatan dan program2 menarik yang saya join. ramai kenalan baru yg sgt2 inspiring saya jumpe dan semua ini sangat bermakna utk saya. tapi biaselah, sedikit terkilan sbb bnyk jugak bende yg x dapat dilaksanakan. anyway..saya memanjatkan kesyukuran kepada Allah atas semua nikmat dan pengalaman yang sangat manis ini ;).

doa dan harapan saya untuk menghadapi tahun ketiga perubatan ini, semoga Allah memberikan saya dan semua kawan-kawan saya ketenangan, kesediaan, ketabahan untuk menghadapi satu lg chapter baru dalam hidup ini. semoga tahun ini akan memberikan kami lebih kecemerlangan dan menjadikan kami hambaNYA yang lebih patuh dan taat. saya juga harap saya akan menjadi lebih matang dan dewasa dan mampu handle semua cabaran dan dugaan dgn baik. oyeahhhhh! x lupe semoga kawan-kawan dan keluarga semua dapat berikan dorongan dan sentiasa mendoakan kejayaan saya di dunia dan akhirat. ok!! sayang semua.

p/s : sekarang, dah nak start packing-packing barang. yayyyy! ok, ni part paling sedih actually..huhu. satu bende pasal packing ni kan, selalu je lebih muatan. susah hati betul sbb kalo lebih kg kene bayar (kalo nasib x baik la). harap-harap tak ;P. btw....dgr lagu raya time packing ni boleh meleleh air mata kott ;(. Dendang Perantau saya tujukan utk semua.hehe. bye

resepi kek gula hangus seroja ;)

assalamualaikum ;).

alhamdulillah dah masuk 9 hari kita berpuasa kan. syukur kepada Allah. actuallykan, semalam terasa nak buat kek.haha. so belek2 la majalah masakan yg ada kat umah ni. then jumpa resepi kek gula hangus yang sangat simple. senang jer. orang bujang pun boleh buat tau. bahan2 die pun ntah2 dah ade dalam peti sejuk korang x. gerenti berselera nak buka puasa nanti.nyum nyum ;). check this out ok. (perkataan seroja tu x de kene mengena dgn rasa kek nih ek. saya saje je letak nak bagi bunyi sedap sikit.hehe)

KEK GULA HANGUS SEROJA

bahan-bahan:

300gm tepung gandum

200gm mentega

i tin susu pekat

7 biji telur

i susu kecil serbuk penaik

i sudu kecil soda bikarbonat

500gm gula

425ml air

cara menyediakan:

1. masak gula sehingga menjadi warna coklat. dah masak gula, tambah sikit air (better boh air panas kot, saya boh air sejuk tapi sekali meletup gula yg tengh mendidih tuh ;P ). then ketepikan sekejap.

2. pukul mentega dgn susu pekat hingga kembang then masukkan telur satu persatu. pukul lagi.

3. pastu, masukkan tepung gandum, serbuk penaik dan soda bikarbonat ( saya boh soda bikarbonat je, kalo x silap same je dua2 nih). pukul lagi sampai sebati. guna mixer lagi senang. x yah pukul2 dah

4. tuang gula hangus yg diketepikan sekejap td dalam adunan dan sebatikan semuanya.

5. lastly, bakar pada suhu 180 darjah celsius selama 30 minit. agak2 jelah.

6. yayyy!!! dah siap n boleh makan ;))

oklah, nanti kalo ade resepi yang senang n best saya kongsi lagi. selamat mencuba.

p/s: sebenarnyakan, 1st trial saya semalam x jadi sangat pun..sebab saya terlebih tepung n x cukup susu pekat. so die jadi keras sikit n lil bit tawar. tapi tak pe, gagal sekali x bermakna gagal selamnya kan. cuba lagi sampai jadi sedap ok. yakin bolehh!! kalau awak semua buat jadi tahniah lahh. mmg terbaik (^_^). byeee