lama dah saya tak menconteng di blog saya nih...sgt lama, the last one was september 2011. that was when i just entered 4th med.
today, alhamdulillah. dah abess all the big exam.syukur sgt2 (tapi sgt bertawakkal kepada Allah untuk result yg masih tak tahu nasibnyer ). i survived 8 months doing all the 4th year-buzy rotation- paediatric, OnG, psychiatric, GP...ENT.
8 bulan melalui all the rotations...what i can say is - very tiring!yess. nak tulis blog pun xde masa... banyak sgt medical stuff and practical yg we as a medical student kene tahu...sampai ade satu masa tu saya dah tak tahu mcm mana nak buat, saya hanya mampu doa je semoga Allah bg kekuatan kepada saya n kawan2. i am too scared that i cannot make it.
exam this year sgt bnyk and i can feel the pressure was really overwhelming..pressure to pass the exam so that we can make it to final year..and of course---> to be a doctor!
ya Allah, dalam kesibukan ni saya hampir terlupa ape tujuan sebenar saya belajar medic n nak jadi doktor. saya fikir lama. cuba balik nak cari kekuatan to stay in this long journey..alhamdulillah, now i realized back... the most important thing is - we study, we learn, we go to class, we sit for the exam and every other single thing that we do is just for HIM.. we do all of these because of Allah. kita nak syurga Allah. kalau nak jadi doktor pun, bukan yg sekadar ade ijazah tapi mesti ade quality seorang doktor muslim. i'm trying my best to be a good muslim doctor for the sake of Allah. how am i going to do this??
"Hook Up with Allah & Allah will Hook you Up" ... Allah sebaik-baik tempat kita bergantung :)
p/s: i pray to Allah so that me and my frens pass our 4th year..please do pray for us here as well. will ya? :))
